Christmas a no go

Of course, I built it up too big for myself. I said I would throw it all away and just relax and do what I want to do. Of course I saw myself doing what I wanted to do and of course it didn't happen. Now I am not bitter about this, but I am sure that I do not want to keep going with my life situation as it is.

Oh yeah, and someone my roommate knows stole $160 from me.

Oh yeah, and my roommate is pregnant with the sperm from a sleazeball who offered to fix my car for me in exchange for sex.