Spring Fever

I think it is time in my life when I need to change everything that I thought I wanted, because obviously, it isn't quite what I needed. Especially if I still feel like this all the time.

Or, I just have some kind of spring fever when I feel like cleaning away old ideas and coming up with new ones.

I feel like I am in a cage and I can't get out. I have never been in a more open place, physically though. I can't believe how my body is taking it either. I am living on 2 mini eggs and oatmeal a day. I don't seem to be losing weight though, just seeming ethereal.

Everything around is grounding and I have a million mundane tasks to do everyday, but I want to fly and there is no flying here.

If anyone knows of any good yoga and meditation retreats, based on an ashram style, please point me in that direction. I wish to investigate who I am a little more.