Good ... but bad

So far, things are going really good where I am in my new place in my new job. There is a challenge and good people, I like it.

But ... then, if you remember, about 2 years ago a good friend of mine committed suicide. Then last year about this time a good friend's of mine had another good friend that committed suicide. I just found out a different good friend of mine had a really good friend who just tried unsuccessfully to commit suicide and is being airlifted from his major centre to the majorest centre in this part of the country.

Kind of ... deflating. Kind of mind-numbing. Kind of chest hurting. Kind of hurting.