September 19, 2006

B.

I thought I had moved into a new part of my life.

I thought moving and saying no more would make changes, changes that I could live with and be happy with.

Then I got pulled back in. But I don't know how badly and I don't know if it is the same.

It all just went so fast.

It isn't as if I don't need it. I definitely do. It isn't as if the changes I made worked out to be what I thought they would be anyway.

2 Comments:

Blogger {illyria} said...

i hate how nothing is how it seems. i hate how we have to decode everything. i hate how we keep on making the same mistakes. well, that's just me.

oh, and i emailed you, but not from my transience addy. check out kimmy ©. it may be in your spam folder.

i do hope today is a better day.

8:05 pm  
Blogger Muss said...

It really does all seem like nothing.

I have received the email (thanks!) and sorry I haven't gotten back to it yet.

My excuse is the same lame one. Work. I will. I have set a goal for myself of writing back to two or three emails a day, so hopefully I can keep in touch with those I care about more easily.

6:41 am  

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