Apparently it wasn't just me. It is rude. Thanks for the info. Maybe this can turn into a 'stupid and annoying things my co-worker/roommate does' blog. Maybe it can start by her NOT DOING MY JOB or NOT DOING THINGS I SAID I AM GOING TO DO and AM IN THE PROCESS OF DOING. Or maybe it is not airing other people's personal problems in crude and vulgar ways. Or maybe, when there are specific procedures for specific problems, they are there for a reason and should be followed.

Is it just me or is it completely moronic, rude, and inconsiderate to be upset and crying your eyes out when a guy you've been fucking for 12 days dumps you when your roommate's friend has just killed himself? Is it just me or should this really grate on my nerves so much, because that is what she had been doing because he basically dumped her the same time my friend died. She's okay now though, he got horny again and wanted a ride to town so they are back together. Hmmm, I am still upset though. Guess my situation is more real.

So I got out this weekend ... but it just wasn't a good weekend. Couldn't get to the memorial service (northern alberta) or the funeral (cape breton). Spend the weekend a wreck with my so, also a wreck because also a friend.

Yesterday a good friend of mine committed suicide.

Another day. I find I don't write much when I actually have things to say. I guess I write when I am bored, or when nothing is happening in my life. I guess I will have a very boring blog then.

So I bought a new electric kettle for work (yeah, I'm a tea drinker, actually, currently I am a hot water drinker) because the last one was taken away. I read the instructions, fill completely, boil, dump, wait for it to cool, repeat 3 times. This was supposed to clean the inside gunk out. So here it is, about 10 + times of boiling and big bubbles of what look to be plastic are still floating in the water as I pour it out. Nice. The chemical smell is dissapating and the bubbles appear to be getting fewer, but still. I pity the people who actually only boiled it the 3 times, or who didn't even take the time to find out how to clean it before they use it (I mean it is just an electric kettle, not rocket science).

Holy cow. It was -25 here for the past while. Probably since the first day it snowed. Today is a bit warmer, and it feels like it is a lot warmer, but nothing is melting, and it has just warmed up enough to snow a bit.
The internet went down up here. Something happened to the satelite. It made me realize how remote I am.
Work has been busy lately. I am sick of living, eating, breathing, working, moving with the same people. It is really really weird to only see the same people every single day, all day, at work, and at home, around the town as such, and everywhere. Sometimes you just want to get away from them. This is one of those times.
I am feeling really run down and hungry lately, but also sick to my stomach.
It feels like my water just broke too, which is odd, since I am not pregnant, nor know what water breaking really feels like.

News on the front

Yes. I admit it. I have a huge double standard. I can't believe how wide this standard is. For example, my personal life, well, I can do anything I want and it is fine. In anyone else's personal life, well, it isn't so fine. Actually, I don't really care. I may have surface thoughts about it, but nothing to deep. I may change my trust in that person, but it usually can't be noticed, as I am not the closest person in the world to people in general. So if someone is forced to put their personal life in my face, where I am forced to listen to details and even see certain aspects of it, well. It is definitely not okay. It affects my psyche. It makes me feel ill and I seem to have developed a rock bottom opinion of this person.
When I was in university, people were bed-hopping all the time. It occurred even in the room next to me, yet I did not care. Now I do. I guess maybe b/c I can hear it. I guess b/c now I think sluttishness is more yucky than I used to. I guess b/c it is so soon. I guess b/c it is stupid and there are going to be a million reprecussions (even though these shouldn't touch me). I guess b/c somehow I see it as wrong.
What a hypocrite I am.

Snow again

Yes. There is more snow. We now have a foot of snow. It is Nov. 2. I think this is a lot of snow. I like it of course, but when will it stop if it is already this deep?

On other news, my roommate broke up with her boyfriend yesterday. Today she is out with a guy. She moves fast. This same guy tried to convince me, on Friday, that my so was gay, and that is why I don't have any children with him yet. Though this conversation was ridiculous, it was also kind of funny, especially since he has never met my so.

I think my roommate is in a bit of trouble, since her bf did all her town stuff for her. I guess she will have to find new town stuff friends.