August 28, 2004

Roving Spouse?

You are a XPYG--Expressive Practical Physical Giver. This makes you a Roving Spouse.You are magnetic, charming, and impossible to resist. You have no problem with approaching the opposite sex -- it just comes naturally to you, and the thrill of warming up a stranger is one of your great drives. Still, very few people really know you. You don't just *feel* misunderstood -- you are. You are probably nursing a heartache that you never let on. You're calm in a conflict (almost *too* calm -- a more emotional partner may wonder why you're not more engaged) and quick with affection. Fighting makes you uncomfortable, but as you avoid direct conflict your frustrations can manifest in the cold shoulder and passive-aggression, which is no better! Still, you make a loving, doting parent -- giving more love than discipline -- and your children prefer you. Like an XSYG, you put so much thought and effort in what you give to your partner that you feel dismissed and unappreciated if you don't get the same in return. You also give and think so much that you can also talk yourself into cheating -- physically or emotionally -- and this can lead a cycle of conflict, guilt, conflict-avoidance, chilly atmosphere and then more cheating. But you'll stay with your partner in the long run from guilt and a desire to please. You've got to open up! You express and give so much of yourself in other ways -- don't be afraid to express what's bothering you.

August 23, 2004

Tired

A little worn out lately, but so many new things! Remind me to tell you about the 'great heave'

August 18, 2004

Car

Yo compro un caro. Esta una Jetta. Yay!

Fluoride

I have been busy researching and doing homework. Yes I have. For my course. Here is some stuff I wrote for it lately:

The phosphate-fertilizer industry has long been known as an industrial polluter. Air, water, land, vegetation, livestock and people all suffer from the effects of having a phosphate manufacturing plant located near them. Lawsuits, like the one in Garrison, Montana (Merson, 1969) and Salem County, New Jersey (Philidephis record, 1946) started appearing all over the world, when plants and livestock began to die, people began to sicken, and water, air and land became intolerable.

The fluoride added to drinking water is a by-product of the fertilizer industry.
"In the manufacture of super-phosphate fertilizer, phosphate rock is acidulated with sulfuric acid, and the fluoride content of the rock evolves as volatile silicofluorides. In the past, much of this volatile material was vented to the atmosphere, contributing heavily to pollution of the air and land surrounding the manufacturing site. (Bellack 1970)
The by-products of the phosphate industry contain the fluorosilicic acid that is added to drinking water as well as other by-products, such as arsenic, cadmium, chromium, lead, mercury, and various decay-products of uranium (Connett, 2003). This slurry is so toxic that it cannot be disposed of anywhere in North America and is very expensive to process to turn it into a usable product. Industry came up with the solution of what to do with this slurry, add it to municipal water supplies as a way to prevent tooth decay.

That government and health agencies sanction of the addition of fluoride in drinking water has been a blessing to industrial polluters. Acknowledgment of the health and environmental damage caused by the industrial effluent of phosphate-fertilizer plants would indicate that perhaps fluoride was not such a health boon. Industries started to reverse the trend of fluoride removal from their by-products "as regulatory agencies have maintained -- ever since water fluoridation - that industrial fluoride emissions are harmless to humans" (Griffiths, 1992). In an endless cycle industry provides favourable studies and cash donations to government and government makes concessions towards industry. Overwhelming evidence has forced both the Canadian Dental Association and the American Dental Association to advise against fluoridating water supplies, but they both still advocate its topical usage.

Fluoridation of municipal water supplies has been an instrumental part in many nations plans to prevent and decrease cavities. Industry was an early proponent of the implementation of fluoridation of water. "In a historic moment in 1939, the first public proposal that the U.S. should fluoridate its water supplies was made not by a doctor, or dentist, but by Cox, an industry scientist working for a company threatened by fluoride damage claims" (Cox, 1938) after he fluoridated rats and proclaimed them cavity reduced. Early studies done on fluoridated populations proved controversial or inclusive. Current studies are more definitive. Due to the controversy surrounding fluoridation many communities have stopped fluoridating their water and studies done have shown "prevalence of caries decreased over time in the fluoridation-ended community while remaining unchanged in the fluoridated community" (Maupome et al., 2001). Many scientific journals have reported that ingestion of fluoride does not reduce tooth decay and recommend a topical usage. Unfortunately, most tooth decay occurs in the pits and fissures of teeth and fluoride is thought to be "most effective in preventing decay on the smooth surfaces of teeth" (Loe, 1984).

Fluoride has many acute and chronic effects on an individuals health. Common infant fluoride drops list "nausea, vomiting, stomach pain, diarrhea, blood in vomit, tiredness, increased salivation, tingling, and seizures" (Pharmacy Health, 2001) which could also result in case of an accidental ingestion after a fluoride treatment at the dentist, ingestion of fluoridated toothepaste, and drinking too much fluoridated water or substances manufactured in fluoridated water. Another acute health effect caused by fluoride is death, as in the 3 year old boy in Brooklyn who ingested his fluoride treatment instead of spitting it out and died (New York State Coalition Opposed to Fluoridation, 2003). Chronic effects of fluoride have been harder to prove, with government and industry discouraging long term studies. In India, water and land are both naturally fluoridated. Studies have shown that fluoride ingestion over a period of time can affect the structure and function of cells, tissues, organs and systems resulting in a variety of clinical manifestations (Susheela, 1998). Fluoride has also been linked lower IQ scores and mental retardation (Xiang et al., 2003), decrease in melatonin production (Luke, 2001), skeletal fluorosis (Bo, 2003), cancer (Grandjean and Olsen, 2004), thyroid problems (Galletti and Joyet, 1958), reproduction deficiencies (Chinoy and Sharma, 2000), allergies (Feltman and Kosel, 1961) and kidney stones (Singh et al, 1961). The early stages of these conditions may be reversible, if the source of fluoride is removed and the diet is enriched with calcium, vitamin C and vitamin E (Susheela and Bhatnagar, 2002).

I didn't include the intro or conclusion because it just says the same thing, although abbreviated of this.

August 15, 2004

My Global Footprint

(it seems everything is 'my' lately)


CATEGORY
GLOBAL HECTARES
FOOD
2.1
MOBILITY
1.3
SHELTER
1.4
GOODS/SERVICES
2.1
TOTAL FOOTPRINT
6.9
IN COMPARISON, THE AVERAGE ECOLOGICAL FOOTPRINT IN YOUR COUNTRY IS 8.8 GLOBAL HECTARES PER PERSON. WORLDWIDE, THERE EXIST 1.8 BIOLOGICALLY PRODUCTIVE GLOBAL HECTARES PER PERSON.
IF EVERYONE LIVED LIKE YOU, WE WOULD NEED 3.8 PLANETS.

http:// myfootprint.org/

August 14, 2004

Sleep

In Thailand I slept naked. I slept naked in rooms with no mosquito nets. I slept naked in rooms with walls that did not meet the ceiling. I slept naked in rooms with questionable locks.
Here, no matter how hot it is, I cannot.

August 13, 2004

The war hath cometh

Yesterday evening my mother made me eat a Blizzard. Made me. Apparently it was some donation day. I told her that I would just give the money toa charity but that wasn't good enough. So I ate a blizzard. About half-way through I started getting a headache. I couldn't go much further than that.
At 10:00 I started vomiting.
At 3:00 I woke up in pain. Pain in my gut. Not as bad as the green curry pain, but painful nonetheless and unable to sleep.
At 5:00 I finally fell back asleep.

And that, my friends, is why I don't eat Dairy.

I have actually felt worse dietary-wise since seeing the Bio-Kinesionics practioner. I am only able to tolerate eating meat and some vegetables and fruits (yeah yeah, the former vegetarian, I know). I think what had happened is that my body had gotten so sick from what I was eating it couldn't react anymore, and now that I am doing things to fix it, it is back at the stage where it reacts (and very loudly) to anything it objects to. I am always hungry. I can never seem to find anything to eat. I can't wait until I start to feel better, but I think it will take a while. Especially when my mother makes me eat Blizzards which will set me back.

February

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does (not) show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

August 12, 2004

My thoughts for the Day

Today I went to the Chinese Medicine doctor again. It has got to be one of my most favourite things to do. I got two hickies on my back out of this visit. If the picture hosting would work with this crappy computer I would take a picture and post it because it is just that cute. It really is.

I haven't really made up my mind about all this energy stuff I am learning about. I kind of thought about it before and believed in it more than I do now, now that I know more about it from my class. It makes sense, but also plagues my brains with questions. It was better before when I just accepted it, before I started 'understanding' it.

I started to buy a car yesterday and today I have decided I don't want said car. I did more research on it, and it turns out that it could be the next thing to a lemon. It looks good though. I also walked by the VW dealership and saw a beautiful 2004 Jetta TDi that was one of their new colours, Red Spice. I love it, but I DO NOT ever want to spend $27,995 on a car. What a waste of money! Think about how many homeless animals it could feed and alter.

I have had a song going through my head all day.
AHEM.
(think of the tune to the old Spiderman cartoon)
"Mouse has radioactive blood
Can he spin from a web?
No he can't, he's a cat.
LOOK OUT!"

There it ends. My dog misses the other dog. She is starting to rip things up.

August 10, 2004

My Job

Last year, I knew about my job as soon as I saw it. I have just had the same experience this year. I found a job. I just have to apply and I am pretty sure that I will get it. The thing is, it is the same thing I have been doing, except not even exactly what I am best at, and I think I was waiting for some changes. Do what to do? This job or wait and make a change? I am also on the cusp of buying a new car (new car to me) which I shouldn't really if I don't have a job. Oh, did I mention I have no place to live in September and this would give me some housing?
Sigh.
Advice please.

My bike

I had 2 bikes. I gave the older one away to my ex, but when we were seperating our stuff he left it at my house. I figured this meant he did not want it. I was going to give it to some charity, to give to some kid without a bike (it is a mountain bike, albeit an older one). Today, my brother was complaining about not having a bike so I gave it to him. He is already ruining it by putting WD-40 on the chain. Yikes. Oh well. Some kid will have to do without my old bike.

August 07, 2004

The Poor Ostriches

Lately I have focussing on getting well I think. Also, trying to get my body in some kind of a somewhat normal nutritional state since the last winter of eating crap. In listening to my body again, I am finding that all I want to eat are apples, the white part of bok choy and cucumbers. Go figure. I think my body is wanting to purge. I also have been drinking a lot of water too.

I have been trying to use the stuff I have learned so far in my course to do things, but it isn't easy at times. I am used to working with people who are in the course with me and know what I am doing and understand it too. Now, it isn't that I get resistance, I don't work with those people, it is that they don't understand what I am saying and I can't explain it better. My teacher doesn't say much when he works with people and I think this is probably for the best.

Oh, and ostrich meat. I could eat some of that too, but that is about it.


August 01, 2004

Learned

I had forgotten how much work being a student can be (my students excluded of course). I have a 2 1/2 week break between segments of course and I have to write essays and do 20 practical segments. Yikes! Each practical segment can take up to an hour, and probably will take more than that. I am looking forward to it.
In other news. I am scared out of my wits. I didn't realize how scared I am of people until recently. Everyone. I am a paradox. I am terrified to have people close to me yet I always need someone around me. Did you know that? How come you never told me?